Tuesday, August 30, 2005

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i would like to tribute
this entry to my guitar

haha yes i sound retarded rite
who cares

haha yupp thx guitarr..
whenever im down or in the F-all mood
she nv fails to cheer me up..
yaa den i feel v bad
kip breaking strings
yeahhh
the babe nv lets me down
whether its 3 am in the morning
or juz in the lazy afternoon
she'll be dere

yupp thx guitar..!
great having u around =D

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:00 PM|

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Monday, August 29, 2005

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ha
reached home
bathed
on the aircon

with my physics txtbook in front of me
my chemical romance playing frm the stereo
yeah
perfect

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 4:56 PM|

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

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there has to be more in life
dan juz plain living it rite
i dunno..

study bahs
dats wad i supposed to do anyway

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:49 PM|

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

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shed my angel wings

the end is near.
i can sense it

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:25 PM|

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

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okok...
ser does needs a comb
LOL
hahaa jkjk la

lol yesterdae was study day
studied wif ser and my dear macromolecule
in the morning
den after dat ard afternoon lidat
went over to mi hse mac to study
wif happening gang!!

lol very siong man
almost die
but i didnt lol
den afer dat ate dinner
at some muslim restaurant joyce recommend
haha
very funny
jem and me look at the menu stunned
all the dishes dunno wad de
nasi ayam and nasi ayam goreng
lyk haf diff..? haha

den dere was one Mee Bandung
im lyk wtf...?
u eat noodles dipped in bandung?!
diabetes ahoy!!

so mi and jem ate mee goreng
xav ate nasi ayam goreng
which turns out to be fried chicken rice
and joyce ate prata..

tok cock session damn long
wahaha
tok abt prelims and stuff
study plans blah blah
motivational =D

these few wks are the most bitter
den the time after prelims
hopefully will be better la
cuz most of the topics covered le
yaa lor
den Os guo hou
go prom wif a relax mind
nt regretful rite
lol courtesy of xiao mei

press on guys
give it all ok..
i will too..!!

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:27 PM|

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Friday, August 19, 2005

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2dae geog mock exam
woah siong man
do finish le
headache
woot 1st time do finish test can headache one.

yaa la
tmr is a busy dae
muz revise chinese and chem and amaths
NOT BUSY!
haiis
dun feel lyk studying at home..?
anybody want come out study...?

drop me a sms or something =D

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 9:00 PM|

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

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I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage

~"~"~"~"

cuz im Mr.Brightside




IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:03 PM|

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

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geog mock exam is lyk 3 daes away
wow..and im still struggling to complete
aiyaa but look on the bright side
at least i die at the mock exam
better than i die at prelims ritee

anyways
i'll study hard nonetheless
okayy..
soo the situation

i haf lyk 4 more chaps to go thru
finish it by tmr
and then PRAY

Ask and u will be given
courtesy of Xavier Chen

lol
funny arh
i tink so too

tmr is hell
i haf oral
den rush to east coast run 2.4
like shiok arh!
wooohoo
lets juz leave it at that k..siaann

haha mymacromolecular partner never fails to crack me up
when she pouts at the mirror
omG....
haha damn funny la
pout and pout and pout and pout LOLLOL!!

she eats GIANT mentos too

prelims draw nearrr

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:15 PM|

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Monday, August 15, 2005

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inspiration strikes..
late at nite
im off to sleep oredi

busy dae tmr huh.

yeahh...jiayous malcolm
jiayouss all!!!


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:18 PM|

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Behind the eyes
behind the lies

I see the truth
the light

Its not too far away
yet not close to see

I finally understood what was true
what was false
something which i wish i didnt noe
i started the fire
and now i shall end it

The story begins
but is this how it ends
I have no idea
I have nothing left

But I am now reborn
ready to soar to the skies
all my hopes aside
as my Devil Wings
let me take flight

Fly

- Malcolm [ 15/8/05 2305]


IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:12 PM|

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woohoo
chem tests both A2 sia
lol im lyk so happi
lit kena A1!!
am i pro or wad..
yeppx
soo fun hor

im off rocking
for the nxt hour or so..
den its geog time.
sian 1/2

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 9:00 PM|

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

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2dae went studying with the happening gang LOL
dunno why
we eneded up in xavier's hse
wahaha his hse is happening lor
den we reached at abt 3.30
den sae wad 4.15 take a break
den after dat cont again
haha
we study study
den 4.15 le rite
Jem was lyk in the middle of a qn
den we were lyk
ohh okie 4.30 bahs
den we study again
at 4.30
we were lyk okie 4.45
LOL
din expect haha
we ended up resting at 5..

den later ate at xavier's
lol thx xavier for ur hse 2dae!!
lol nice pics on ur com btw=D

2dae was fun....
and ermm
study-ful...? lol

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:23 PM|

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Friday, August 12, 2005

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went to carnival@ marina 2dae!
woah dere is lyk so cool la
bing dey all go play some paintball stuff
i dunno la
den yaa i went to the arcade
den play initialD lor
haha
tried out deliverin tofu
in the rain..rocks eh
created lotsa new records in the machine
pwned some n00bs too
yeah all in a days work

and den went to superbowl find the others!
den oso haf initialD
but iz Ver.2,i play Ver.3 so cant use my 86
so instead..i used a stock 86,
which means juz a car w/o all the upgrades and stuff
woo hoo
guess wad
i was owning the other ppl man!!!
erm lets see
i played abt 6 battles
lost twice
sians
at akagi and irohazaka
lol den one guy
i took him down to akina
smoked him 200m w00t
after dat went to eat wif the others

steamboat rocks eh!
but somebody hafta leave early
to meet the dunno-who LA
WAH i dunno hu lehs LOL=p
i tink NOBODY noes too rite=D
hahaa juz kidding la k

ya den xiao mei
take soooo many things
cook soup-.-
haha den me and Eelin went play the drums thing
i agree
i haf no sense of rhythm,kip failing one

soo after the steamboat!!
we went for a walk!!
aaah
sorta
okok long walk..
den we saw a 86!
Aining was lyk
" malcolm malcolm,86 leh THERE..!"
im lyk
"where..*looks ard OHHHHHHHH 86 86 86!!"
den i went to take pic
aiya 4gt ask the others take my pic wif my car lol
den kelvin went back le
haha HUA XUE!

we actuali walked all e way to marina bay mrt lor
den we were lyk toking abt sec3 camp
the kayaking!!
lol marie juz couldnt bliff dat she kayaked into the mangrove
whEe
den after dat went back wif the go-homers!!

2dae was fun la
budden frm tmr onwards
its muggin time!
i haf a mock exam nxt wk!!
chiong bahs 4f..!!
im lyk soo in the gd mood 2dae
nan de


IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:40 PM|

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

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2dae was swell
i fluked mi chinese wow
haha the normal stuff la
woah piang
ms ng sae the amaths hor
relative motion of 2 moving objects...
sae lyk never sae lidat
i muz go figure out miself one lehs wtf

yaa tmr going carnival @ marina
go watch PartC perform
hope dat it wont be a cockup la
dun tink so
after dat i still muz go davis
buy new strings and prob a guitar strap too
yupps
busy dae ahead huh
hope i'll survive

IM NOT OKAYYY!!!
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 9:00 PM|

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

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i juz wrote a guitar solo!!
woohoo
rawks if i could sae so miself
too bad my amplifier sucky la
if not
wahhh can relii gt high
im gettin high juz by playing it
haha nvm if ya guys tink im crazy
play guitar will oso high.....but dats me laa

lol mi sis juz nw come in complain
" kor..! tiam la..stop making the guitar scream can!!"
wad a sis hahaha
den i grabbed my guitar
did a scream on it
den my sis pissed off
close her rm door wahaha
okie..
i hafta study chemistry liao
deres a test on fridae
muz score A1!!!

rock on!!!!

IM NOT OKAYY!!!
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:57 PM|

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Monday, August 08, 2005

-s-

juz read soh's post.
hmm i dunno la
bt maybe
i hope he'll read wad i hafta sae

ya noe soh
4 yrs went by so fast
yupp
we were juz partA cadets when we 1st set foot on ahsncc
yupp
attracted by wad it has to offer

den a couple years later
we became partB,partC cadets
yupp
we shared alot of winds and rain
alot of pumping and all sorta stuffs
u still rmb the night raids..?
u still rmb the memorable drill sessions
where we'll curse and swear at the person hu
cocked up the whole platoon
rmb the horny moments lol..?
rmb the moment where malcolm tries to be funny wif the PS and got all of us pumped..?
u still rmb the togetherness...?
DO you stiill remember the memories

yupp to youu
all these stuff
might be shit
u might say
" so wat..?!"
but to me..
these memories
are eternal

yeah i sound all mushy and all
but i juz wanna get my msg across to u la
i really cant believe you can actuali
willing to throw all those memories away
juz because you felt buay song abt a minor thing
yaa la i duno wad happened
but don't let it affect all of us partDs can

i see you lidat
oso feel abit sad la
if ure nt convinced rite
nth more i can say lor
but i wan you to noe dat

PartD'05 is a legend.to all of us
and you
no matter wad post
wad thing u do
wadever u are
ure still a part of the legacy k..?

yaa dats all i hafta sae la
think properly okie..

PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:09 PM|

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

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2dae went for mentoring at skool
wah piang stomachache rite b4
i left the hse
gd lor
den i late for 20 mins

budden go dere oso do nth at 1st
watch the ndp ppl marching
dey all wear half-u NO.1 lehs
wah i see oredi
very xian mu
if onli mi results were better

sooo i can conclude

in ahsncc,to gt high post and partcipate in big events

results:90%
performance in ncc:10%
yupp dats the truth bahs

den after mentoring
i went tm walk
went to play initialD again..!!
haha
well..i was quite happi wif mi performance
yaa den come back home le lorr

siannn
its lyk 37 daes to prelims
hafta hit the books le
and hit it HARD

anyway

HAPPI BDAE clara..!!
in case i 4gt tmr =D
hope nt bahs
okies dats all for 2dae
i'll go play mi guitar a lil bit
Good Charlotte YEAH..

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:03 PM|

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

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STAYY AWAYYY
FRMMMMM ME

IVE HAD ENUFF OF THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THRU..
IVE HAD ENUFF OF THE THINGS I FORCED MYSELF TO DO


FALSE HOPES

DATS VERY FUN TO YOU HUH
WELL
ITS NOT!!

IT AINT FUCKIN FUNNY
YEAH
THIS IS MY TRUTH SELF
U SCARED
WELL
I DONTTT CARE
AND I NEVER WILL

I M JUZ FRICKIN ANGRY
OF THE FOOL I'VE BEEN

- - - - -Anoynomous

IM NOT OKAYY
PEACE



| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:00 PM|

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

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2dae was crap man
in a gd way
and i got
poked
and poked
and
poked
the whole dae wahaha

lol so fun arh
yaa la basically skool was as usual
sian sian sian
study study study
sumore i haf integration test tmr
during mentoring
muz frag it man

when i was walking home 2dae
i suddenly tot of a very chim question
wad was i fightin for..
results..? honour..? acceptance..? or love..?
seriously i haf no idea
hmm surprised dat i nv reli tot abt this
haha at least i'll haf some stuff to ponder abt later
yaa la my day lidat lor

no life rite..ya i noe
AND
soriie sermin haha
was i lyk blur until very dao
if yes hor paiseh hor
my discman is VERY loud
dun bliff nxt time i let u try lol

YUP and last but not least..
i din 4gt!

i haf a very pretty partner sittin rite nxt to me in klazz..!!=D

happi..? haha
i noe la
im irresistable =) LOL kidding kiddin

IM NOT OKAYYY
PEACE


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:23 PM|

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