Monday, June 26, 2006
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I SO TOTALLY LIKE MY NEW LAAAYOUT haha
cute sia
girls that rock out so totally
hmmm
rocks lol
wahaha
my exams are overr
actually cant be called exams cuz
i din really study much for it
well..too late for regrets now ain't it..?
okay wells
the nxt half of the yr would be busy
im like so tiredd of everything
i'll just take each day as it comes
really quite no life in TPJC
so PEOPLEgive me a life hahaak nuff'' crap
im off to bathe
gonna practice on d guitar later
im a guitar god =D
AND PORTUGAL ARE IN THE LAST 8set to face england.
no fear
Ronaldo owns all lol
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 10:21 PM|
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Monday, June 12, 2006
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todays one of the badder days
dont know why
i just feel the sian-ness
surging right through me
zzz
damn sian
maybe its cuz
i din perform in training today
i expected myself to
seriously
i think that
to have passion in a sport
doesnt mean that
you'll be good in it
today trained a lil with the guys
the stepovers i trained so hard
appeared like shit
didnt even get past ANYONE
then i hafta play more conservatively
which means boring i guess..
at least to me
den wads the point
Football
meant to play beautifully
with clever flicks and crazy tricks
the adrenaline rush when you beat ur man
but
why the hell cant i freakin attack
and beat the defender
i dont know
its not the first time im feelin this
i dont wanna lose to some ppl
i wanna prove myself
but
maybe i aint gott the talent
or maybe i need training
who knows
its just damn demoralizing
that you can play YOUR KIND of football
its...like
looking at a hot gal and you cant get close to her
okok..i guess the metaphor..abit not no link
lols
well
nothing i could do
what pisses me off is that
some ppl can just do wad you practice hard
in a fraction of the time you trained
this just totally...pisses me off
thats power gap..?
TALENT..............?zzz
Talent my ass
im gonna PLAY MY KIND OF FOOTBALL
no matter wad
Joga Bonito
thats all i everr want
thats all i everr need
just a chance
but..i think given a chance
i cant play beautiful anyway
so
WHY THE HELL AM I COMPLAINING.?!I DONT KNOWat least i gt it of my chest
feel so much better
maybe i aint talented
i never was
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 5:28 AM|
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