Thursday, September 14, 2006
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life is worth living
if you're valued by someone
i dont know
i have this feeling that this logic is wrong
its sort of....
like living for somebody else
but not for YOURSELF
its kinda..crazy you know
like kinda emo
i dont know
from this argument
den life isnt worth living when
you think you're not valued
even though you know that
you are valued somehow by someone
so in order to be valued..
AH ZZZZZscrew this value crap..i shall live for myself
and for all of Gods glory
thats all it matters i think
counting down..3 weeks to promos
and im still not jittery yet...YET
hope i better do soon
cuz..i wanna gt promoted to Yr2
i better do and ace the promos while im at it
i've developed a common disease in singapore
a fatal disease both to physical and mental health
its call Fat-Ness
i could feel the fat inside me..
wahh had enough of it man
cant seem to shed those extra pounds
no matter how hard i work
YET i dont wanna live with it
i dun wanna look like some...some
bloated pig trapped inside a dwarf
thats pretty scary stuff
aiya
been feeling quite low recently
but i guess i'll bounce back later
havent been sleeping earlier than 2am for abt
7 mths now..
maybe thats why im fat..
i heard before that insufficient sleep
makes ppl fat
hmm gotta ponder on that one
speaking about school..
well what can i say
thank God tmrs friday
at least theres the weekend to look forward to
can finally wake up late
on the most sacred day of the week
SATURDAYsaturdays rock
wake up late
relaxrelax go study
slack around
go for a run in the evening..
thats THE LIFE man..
its holy man..saturdays
long post....
you guys deserved it
for being such loyal blogsters
although mostof my posts are
crap from my pathetic life
i dont feel im anything
but just a animal sharing the same oxygen
as everybody else
so everyone take care
cuz im endangered species =)
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 6:56 AM|
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Monday, September 04, 2006
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well
i love the holidays
gives me so much free time
hahaa
so im here to update
yeah i didnt do anything much today
just some regular studying
den i did some running today
i think i ran about 3k plus
den settled down for some
resistance training
yepp i must get stronger and faster
not just for furnix
maybe i'll be able to get into the tpjc soccer team
but i guess its a slim chance
maybe if there're trials i might go for it
but doubt so
so just training for my own pleasure
no harm being stronger right
might even gt a four pack..
( thats all i expect hahaa..six is godlike)
my main prob would be fitness
i really wanna cement my place in the furnix 1st team
so i'e gotta work on my fundamentals
fitness,ball control and passing
the flashy stuff can come later
im gonna be a full fledged right winger
just like ronaldo =)
have nth on tmr..
maybe i'll just study at the school library
till lunchtime..
get lunch and Jay's new album on the way home
well..till then i havent decided what to do yet
maybe i'll go running again
bored...
anyone wanna go study just tell me
most prob i'll be damn free
dont be shy LOL
haha okay
guess im off
cya
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:14 AM|
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Sunday, September 03, 2006
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I promised photos right..
haha here are the few i have..well..
maybe i'll post more nxt timee
Team Furnix'06
KYO AND RAZOR! ok la..its only eugene and me
hohoho..i swear i look bloated
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 5:37 AM|
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
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yay
i know how to play here without you by 3doorsdown
on the guitar!!
haha so happy
its such a nice song..
yupp and able to play it feels good
unlike today
when im studying
it never feels good..
even if i know how to do the questions
its like..
i know somehwhere out there there're harder ones
more complicated
and i have a feeling it will come out
call me paranoid..
i am i guess...
Econs..
the subject i got A for
suddenly aint simple
as demand and supply
throw in market failure,production cost,elasticity
and you've got a truckload of crap to study
not to forget friendly Mr.Maths and Chem
wow..
its like..i dont know
impossible to pass promos..?
i wonder how i'll gt promoted
haiiii
nothing i can do about it right
so no point whining
just do my best..retain is not an option
and i have this feeling this skin sucks haha
sorta sick of it
okay..at least im done with the days mugging
watching soccer England vs Andorra
relax abit..
and its time to mug again tmr..
Dont think will be going church that frequently
not that im finding excuses
but..gotta cover lotsa STUFF
esp pw..GOD FORBID!
sometimes..
i wish the clock would turn back
yeah i know its such a cliche but
how true it is..
haha
i guess thats all for this update
will try to update everyday if i could
So watch this space..
might post some photos too
especially for those who missed
my < insert adjective with regards to hot) Face XDDD
i cant stand myself
im so funny -.-
OKAY ENOUGHHAHASeeyar!
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:20 AM|
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