Monday, January 29, 2007
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hi guys!!!
im back from like
821935671428 days since the last update
sorry man
its been a hectic year so far
i seriously have no time to blog
2007 comes
and i also hope that it goes happily
cuz A lvls eh..quite a big obstacle
theres really a very big diff form O lvls
in O lvls..they test you on the basic stuff
most questions are troublesome
but still quite do-able
but in A lvl..the questions
no longer cover only basic concepts
its like
much more than that already
so i can't really cope that well
the jump is
SO BIGand theres soccer training also
on top of schoolwork
geez man
i really feel like quitting soccer
so that i can concentrate on my studies
but since the tournament only a month away
i guess i'll just grit my teeth and pia lor
nothing much i can do
and i need a tuition teacher seriously
anyone going tuition come find me
we go together =D
no more 2am late nights
i'll really die the next day lor
maybe my body cant take it alrdy
i've been doing 2ams like
the whole of last yr
YES IM NOT BLUFFING
my typical day goes like this
come home,pack bag,read lecture notes,do a few qns,sleep
and its only 11
thats quite earlyby my standards
but who cares
so long as i dont feel dead in school
im feeling quite scared
really
if i dont complete my A lvls properly
then im reallyreally will sian diao
imagine going in army
den you know that you have to retake A lvls
while your buddies going to the uni
the feeling will suck
so i have to study hard
but im afraid that
will it be too late now..?
well..so what if its too late
i still have to give it a shot
law school is impossible
i guess im gonna be a teacher
econs teacher =D
alright..off to sleep
theres training tmr
and im feeling sleepy too
byebye!
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:08 AM|
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
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i'm not doing too good in soccer training
its like...
i've reached my potential
and
i can't improve much
and this sucks
everytime i went training
its discouraging
the coach also not helping much
not good for me
technically im alright
but my weakness lies in
mental aspects of the game
that
i dont know how to rectify
NOBODY GIVES ME TIPS
NOBODY HELPS ME OUT
this thing is f-ed up.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 6:49 AM|
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