Tuesday, April 17, 2007
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ever had a feeling so strong
that makes you lose sleep
that makes you think about it day and night
and have this fuzzy feeling inside
i hate this feeling
call me weirdo or whatever
im just not ready for this
but something inside tells me
that i should just dive in
not caring about consequences
but knowing myself
i'll most probably hurt myself again
exactly like last time
so no matter what
im putting that aside
case closed
sorry for ranting..
needed to get it off my chest
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 7:32 AM|
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
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lalala sian didnt do too well for my PW
i guess partly my fault as well ba
i didnt really put in much heart into it
so i have no right to say that i deserve more
just that it feels damn sian
as grp leader
somehow i think its my fault
aye what to do
its all over already
btw!
haha going to queensway tmr to get new track shoes
my old shoes is like..the sole come out half liao
then like...rotting
heh seriously
hmm kinda busy week for me
had an econs test on thursday
not good..i screwed up my case study
and yeah i guess i better brush up
mugging tmr..then go to ahs
for nyaa meeting
just hope that the guys
show up on time
okay not that im picky but
when we say meeting starts at 1
everyone will reach at 230
and the meeting will drag
i get pissed whenever this happens
its like..come on man
punctuality.
some people worse
its like..they know the meeting's at 1
but they leave house at 1245 or even at 1
but its like..spare a thought for those
who came on time right
you'll like discourage those who come on time
den they'll be late in future..PURPOSELY
this becomes a cycle and IT SUCKS
CAUSE IM ALWAYS THE ONE EARLY DAMMITzzz
not that im kp or pointing fingers
i really do hope it improves la
woah its been raining for the past few days
hope it doesnt rain on sunday
cuz playing soccer
well..i'll leave it to God
if he wants me to play den i play
if he doesnt want.nth i can do
just like my grades..
if i work hard but God wants me to suck
nth i can do about the F i'll get
so yeah
im not blaming others
for my own shortcomings fyi
Peace out
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:02 PM|
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