Sunday, December 30, 2007
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i really really
dislike people who categorize me as
something i'm not.
it doesnt feel right
because YOU are discrediting me.
really..
i dont enjoy that feeling
assuming that i'm THAT kind of person or whatever
its late..so i think i'll share why i was kind of pissed off
tomorrow so stay tuned.
ha nobody really reads this space anymore anyway
nobody really cares.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:15 AM|
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
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I
am
so
damn
easily affected
and
detach
myself completely.
is that a good thing
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 9:18 AM|
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
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HELLO!
for once
I'm feeling kinda great
so no emo posts today
at least not yet
I'm kinda posting cuz I'm so damn bored.
alrighty status update on my hols so far.
i just had my prom the day before.
It was fun.
although i love the sec4 prom more yeah
the chicks there was..WOAH
yeah thats all i can describe
I felt
PRETTY GOOD there
the girls all dolled up
some looked exceptionally beautiful
and some i just couldnt recognize.
phew sure is hot in there.
well one major difference from sec 4 prom is that..
the girls dare to bare more.
always a good thing isnt it =D
well and went to celebrate zhao's birthday yersterday.
bought him an imba nice jeans.
I'd get it myself anyday man..
yeah thats how cool it looked.
pasta-ed and watched Hitman.
Hitman is a very nice movie
will know what i mean when you guys catch it for yourself (:
I'm currently waiting for a potential employer to call me back.
will be workin for a major clothes label if i get the job!
cool huh. yeah i know its cool.
YES and i know I'm talking to myself.
i also realized something
although its kind of late and all
a major revalation.
of a old worn-out cliche.
I'm not telling.
even though i looked like i want people to ask me about it
by writing it down here
nah..its not because of that.
its just because
Its so HUGE i have to write it down somewhere
a place to mark this day down yeah?
okay
now i have the rest of the afternoon to burn
while i rot and do nothing
except for practicing my guitar.
yeah i know practice makes perfect
but it really gets kind of draggy..?
just doing scales and technical exercises.
if only i could really play in a band
or get good till that extent. sigh.
disenchanted.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 11:54 PM|
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
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i'm
feeling very under the weather.
because of something that i didnt deserve to brood about.
something detached
distanced
and
swept away in the far reaches of my conciousness
my skeletons in the closet
which i dont want to remind myself about.
Malcolm.
You're not worth it.
you're unbelievable man.
time after time.
alrighty!
I have officially screwed up my evening.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 5:22 AM|
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