Friday, April 04, 2008

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whenever i feel down
i'd just head down to the nearby soccer court
near my hse to get a game.
it seems to perk me up everytime.
it makes me feel good about myself
its as if on the court
i'm invincible
i'll be pulling all the strings in the game
no-look pass
backheels
crazy flicks
stepovers flipflap.

i guess the reason it makes me feel good
is that its a way of expressing myself.
hmm come to think of it
maybe the reason i feel down
its because i feel something deep down
but i dont know how to deal with that feeling
so i play to let it all out..?
i'm not quite sure if i say so myself.

haha i've gotta admit
i'm one problematic asshole.


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 6:55 AM|

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