Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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the best form of revenge
is to live your life to the fullest
and be as hot as you can be.
show them you're better off without
make them cry over what never was
take the anger,hate,sorrow and regret
and channel them into making yourself a better person
flaunt it, shout it out, show it to the world
yes
time is the best medicine
but the greatest cure is you alone.
i've never been happier.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 7:19 AM|
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
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hello everybodeh!
AIT is OVER!
whoohoo~
after 5 weeks of crap
finally its time for bike course.
1 mth of staying-out
oh
its MOTORBIKE not bicycle,
if you dont already get it.
well i'm into my first week of bike course.
gotta mug highway code
blahblah
for the first time when i take transport
i began to notice the roadsigns, traffic etc.
its actually kind of interesting, in a geeky kinda way.
and riding the bike WHOAH
the feeling is surreal
its like..you're looking at this bicycle like thing
yet you don't have to pedal it moves by itself!
and its fast as well
hmm i guess you can't really picture it well
so try riding a bike and you'll get what i mean
i've never thought of riding a bike in my whole life
but now..i'm beginning to change my mind.
lifestyle-wise,
stay out rocks
REALLY!
its like going to school.
and you don't have to stay in camp
obey camp rules
stay at home, MY RULES. muahha
really glad that i'm in such a cool vocation
come to think of it,
i haven't really been to church lately
and i dont know
i feel that need inside to recharge my faith,
to renew and repent
its kinda like losing sight of God
but i can't take the time off.
sunday is like..the only day my parents are free
the only day where i can go out with them,
makan some good food
just basically enjoying their company.
haha i sound like a mama's boy don't i..?
maybe thats who i am
a very family oriented person
i better treasure these few weeks
staying out is a priviledge not a right
i'll live my life to the fullest.
to honour God
to love everybody
to be a better person.
i sound soo..weird lately
i guess NS changed me somehow
made me think and treasure people more.
yesterday night i was totally stoning,
just looking out of my window
at the apartments opposite
i feel..at peace
in tune with the surroundings
the wind blowing on my face
the moon shining faithfully down
parents scurrying to get home to their kids
and the omnipresent hussle and bussle that signals the end of a working day
just NOT thinking and taking everything in.
my tiny slice of heaven
i guess nobody really understands do they..?
oh and the new song is Dont Waste Your Time by Kelly Clarkson
it used to echo a part of my life.
the really,really messed up part
i was a train wreck. but looking back
it made me grow up and i learnt things the hard way
do we all have to grow up?
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 4:57 AM|
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