Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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happy new year's day everybody!
its been a great year..
a year of discoveries
and stuff
ahh
i'm not a fan of new years resolutions
cos i suck at keeping them
well imma gonna have at least
a few to give my 2009 kinda like a workplan
1.
find a purpose in lifei guess it means finding my calling in this life, not that there are many other lives..
but..you get the drift
2.
have a bigger heart.i gotta be more gracious, more patient and forgiving.
3.
learn to love and be loved.hmm how did that come about? well..means being a better friend
and a better brother and son to my parents and my sis.
you might say..(or not)
huh malcolm then dont wanna find girlfriend huhh
HA true but i guess you dont really PLAN
for such things
but if i find her..it'll be really great though.
i believe in fate
if 2 people are fated to be together
no matter how long it takes
they'll be tgt eventually
somehow someday.
maybe i'm too passive
but i dunoo.
thats really how i am, hard to change
but really
no matter how long
i'll wait..
i'll wait
meanwhile
happy new year's day
may the girls stay beautiful
the guys stay HUNKY SEXAY!
and may ORD come fast LOL
alrighty Malcolm here signing off the first post of the new year!
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 8:09 AM|
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Friday, December 19, 2008
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i dont know what to write about
even though the urge to pen something
totally eats me from the inside.
well..i'll try alright?
you know those days where you totally dont wanna talk to ANYONE
when you just wanna go home
clear your head
and find out whats troubling you
only to realize that..
it's
n o t h i n g
you're just..going ballistic at yourself.
yeah i'm havin one of those days myself.
it
aint
fun.
because you totally have NO IDEA what to do
to make yourself feel better
thus i hope by blogging this i'll SOMEHOW
be able to quell this shit right down.
oh great
i really really hope this works cos
i'm really feeling like a dick right now
i guess i'll cool down somehow
but dont know whenn
till then
i'll try to hold on
yucks.
| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 7:58 AM|
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