Tuesday, September 27, 2005

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why do bad things
happen to gd ppl

i put in effort
and didnt get returns
maybe i didnt put in enuff
maybe i did
who knows
WHO IS DERE TO TELL ME
GODDD..!!!!!!
ARE YOU HERE..?!
sometimes you make me wonder
is me gettin crap results
part of ur plan for me
if it is
IT IS SO NOT FUNNNY

i've nv been this depressed
since last yr
if God wants me to get shit marks
i haf nth to sae
much less any power to stop it
i've done wad i can do
leaving up to him
is NO LONGER A SOLUTION
i rather trust myself
i rather turn my back

life never looked so dark
im oso beginning to lose faith
Father...!!!!
where are you..?!!
im sooo fuckin fed-up
i cant take this anymore
I DOUBT UR EXISTENCE
I DOUBT UR CLAIMS
rararrrrrhhhhh

if u all tink dat
im only ranting
then ure wronG
nobody understands
NEVER know this feeling
of being abandoned

if the world abandons you
well..
abandon the world
dats all i hafta say

Now i'll trust myself for everything i do
THANKS ALOT God
ure reliable..as always

IM NOT O FUCKIN KAYY



| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 5:08 PM|

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