Wednesday, March 01, 2006

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hmm
i just gt posted to tpjc..
i was like yeah wtf..
aiya
no mood to do any thing man
.....
somemore tmr have school..
dunno la
no feeling liao
im such a failure la
screw up things always at the last minute
i think its in my genes or smth...
cant help it
maybe im destined to be a failure all my life..
maybe im destined of a crappy life
well...i'll just go where fate wanna take me
im too tired to fight it....

yeah
when you think life doesnt get any shittier....
it does
and for some reason..
it ALWAYS happens to me
im nt complaining or wadever
juz wanna SHOUT EVRYTHING OUT

wheres God when i needed him the most.........
faith is hard to keep..when you dont even feel him..
i dont know.
why tpjc..?
am i making a big fuss about it..?
dont know...
im losing my head..
okies..
im gonna appeal
lets see where it goes frm there.
if it goes thru..i'll promise i'll study VERYHARD
if it doesnt..i dont even wanna think about it...
but according to my streak of failure right
im sure i wont stay soo
wads the point.......
failures unite...i tink im the only one
okay
maybe i'll go take a knife and poke myself or smth....zzz


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