Thursday, December 21, 2006

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back from my 4 days church camp
that me and my cell planned
its like tiring in a sense that we had err...
only about a total of 16hrs of sleep
compared to the campers who had about 32
well..cant say its the best camp ever
but i think its still alright
i dont really feel happy about it
you know..?the satisfaction and all
it just didnt come
i feel like
i really really messed up
cuz although the campers said that
the camp was fun and it was alright
but deep underneath i can clearly see
that they think it sucks and just didnt wanna say it
its sorta crazy if you imagine it ya know

" hey hows the camp so far"
" it kinda sucks"
doesnt sound too nice isnt it
but i dont know maybe its just me
i feel that
it sucks when you know you screwed up
yet ppl still say those " ke tao hua"
thats what i hate about human nature
everybody knows its only a front
yet they play along
living very false lives of lies
AHHH
im really feeling quite low now
sorry if i let anyone down


humans are such pathetic creatures


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 7:13 AM|

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