Friday, September 14, 2007

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is this how the world should be?
when its not love.
its hate.
i dont get this.

i'm beginning to dread all the formalities thingy.
why ask hows everything blahblah
when its only for the sake of asking
well..some people ARE sincere but thats a minority.
as in
why say stuff for the sake of saying it.
i dont know because by not saying it
you're being..well..uncaring and unfriendly..?
thats not an accurate measure right.

as in
why should you say stuff for the sake of it
in the first place.
why cant everyone say stuff that because THEY WANT TO
and not because of conforming to social expectations.
its not that i'm very insistent on not "appearing" to be friendly.
if you know me long enough.
Imma friendly machine.
its just that i dont like the feeling
of you knowing someones lying to you
in your face and its so obvious.

why must we APPEAR to be friendly
to BE friendly..?
when i dont wanna talk to someone
which mostly boils down to 2 reasons
i have nothing to say cuz i dunno that person well
or that i'm just lazy
but doesnt mean that i'm unfriendly right.
its not that i dont like talking
i dont see in apoint in doing something
which i dont want to.

ranting sorry.
hopefully some people
will sort of understand all the crap i typed above


| Malcolm. fought for sanity @ 5:56 AM|

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